Undone
Undone is out on all platforms. This song encapsulates my experience with love and being human. I have gone through some rough times, but have found my love of being here and existing. And the wish for others to find this love too. How lucky we are to experience growth. I've had to let others go in my life who did not serve my growth in this lifetime. It's important to realize your self worth and value. Although, I've had to let these people go, I still wish them well. Here's to being here and creating!
Cruel
Cruel is now out on all platforms. For those who are curious, the voicemail was inspired by a message I received from my past partner. I tried to recreate the tone, the constant broken record apology that never felt genuine to me. They would say sorry without the intent to change their behavior of hurting me. I've been trying to heal, this was a huge outlet for me. This goes out to anyone dealing with heartbreak. Always, put yourself first! I drew the album art, inspired by a house by Peace Park (ATX). I will find my inner peace, I hope my past partners do as well!
Recent Singles
Numb
Numb encapsulates a lot of my emotions towards my last partner. Still healing from the pain of our last encounter, this song captures that moment. I no longer felt love, I felt pain and deep grief. I had to leave for my own sake and mental health. It will take time, but I'll allow myself to feel again. This song was a huge release emotionally, especially towards the end. I am really proud of this track. I plan to make cyanotype designs (the album art) for shirts and sell at my upcoming shows.
Again
Again, is out now! We are super stoked for this release. Mainly about my past relationship and them not being able to take accountability for their behavior & actions. I feel very healed by this writing process and have found an outlet through this song. Special thanks to Mandi (bass) and Rob (drums) for hopping on this track. Sometimes we are not in control of others and all you can do is leave for your own sake. Take care of yourself.
Next Time
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This song captures the direction I'm heading in musically. I'm leaning into the grunge/fuzz sound. This song is about becoming empty inside to fulfill someone else's happiness. Similar to how a pill bottle becomes empty after so many uses. I was in a relationship where I was seen as a cure to their depression. I couldn't help in ways that I wanted, and it got to a point where I had to walk away. Hence the lyrics, "won't be here next time." I wanted to make them happy, but couldn't because they were unwilling to try themself.
Previous Work
I wouldn't say these songs represent me now. But through this work, I have learned so much about production. These songs represent my journey through creating and my transformation through my music career. Not only am I learning a lot about myself, but how to work technically in my own home studio! I've grown so much through these songs.
